Chapter 64
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Chapter 64: Remembering Everything
Sometimes it feels like there is an invisible force shaping everyone’s destiny. Cancan didn’t know why she suddenly thought of Guangming Temple. But because of a thunderstorm, she decided to come here to pray, and it was here that she remembered everything.
Past lives, present lives, things that can be forgotten, things that cannot be forgotten, she eventually remembered them all.
"Cancan, what’s wrong?" Hua Qing looked worriedly at Cancan, not understanding why her face had suddenly turned pale.
Cancan stared at Hua Qing, then lifted her chin, tilted her head, and asked, "Why do you want me to forget everything?"
Hua Qing’s eyes flickered slightly as he slowly asked, "You remembered everything?"
Cancan nodded and said seriously, "I remembered, I remembered Yu Xiu telling me about Snowflake Glass being with you; I remembered you saying you wanted to marry me; I even remembered you making me faint. Hua Qing, are you afraid?"
Hua Qing chuckled lightly, "How ridiculous, what am I afraid of?"
Cancan said earnestly, "You are afraid, you are afraid that I won’t marry you. If not, why would you try to erase my memory? But Hua Qing, how can you lack confidence like this? You should trust me, trust that I always want to be with you no matter what, and that I want to be with you forever." After a pause, Cancan continued, "Hua Qing, let’s go back to Shu Mountain, let’s go back to Shu Mountain, let’s get married, right now, immediately, let’s get married."
Hua Qing just looked at Cancan quietly. After a long time, he held Cancan’s hand and asked seriously, "Do you really like me that much? Even if I erase your memory, you still want to be with me? Even if there is Snowflake Glass inside me, you still want to marry me?"
Cancan laughed and asked, "What about you? If I became the way you described, would you like me? Would you give up on me?"
Hua Qing said slowly, "I wouldn’t."
Cancan smiled brightly, she held Hua Qing’s arm and said playfully, "Then I definitely wouldn’t either."
Hua Qing’s eyes deepened, he slowly smiled and said, "Alright, let’s go back and get married."
This time, the two of them didn’t delay and quickly went towards Shu Mountain. In just three days, they reached their destination. Cancan never thought the journey would be so short.
The laughter and joy along the way suddenly seemed very distant, beyond reach.
When they returned, Martial Uncle Mu Bai was already waiting in the main hall. Cancan smiled sweetly, "Martial Uncle, we are getting married, and it will trouble you." She looked charming and lovely.
Mu Bai smiled, feeling a mix of emotions in his heart.
"I believe Martial Uncle will do his best," Hua Qing said calmly, looking at Mu Bai with a strange expression.
Cancan was clueless and not interested in staying in the grand hall. She pulled Hua Qing and said, "I’m going to see Yu Xiu." As if afraid of making Hua Qing angry, she smiled cutely and said, "We won’t talk bad about you, but you shouldn’t eavesdrop either."
Hua Qing was amused by her behavior, but still said, "I just worry that she might gossip about you." Hua Qing hinted, "I’m not always so patient. If someone tries to take advantage of Yu Xiu’s relationship with you, I think they should give up, because next time, I won’t be so kind."
Cancan muttered, "Okay, okay, you have the worst temper. I won’t dislike you, I won’t listen to gossip, I trust you the most."
With a hint of a smile, Hua Qing nodded in satisfaction.
Cancan quickly disappeared in a flash.
After leaving the house, Cancan’s bright smile faded momentarily, but quickly returned as she skipped over to Yu Xiu.
Yu Xiu was not in the room, she was practicing on the echoing wall at the back of the mountain. Cancan sat on a nearby stone bench, watching her chin in hand. Yu Xiu calmed her inner energy and asked, "You’re back?"
Cancan nodded, blinking her big eyes at Yu Xiu, "How is your practice going, Yu Xiu?"
Yu Xiu bit her lip, looking somewhat wistful. She said, "Not very well." She sighed, "Even though I work hard and diligently, my master says I’m not very talented." Despite her hard work, she learned slowly, even Big Green, who just casually glanced at the practice, understood faster than her.
Cancan’s eyes sparkled as she whispered softly, "Do you know why you understand things slower than others?" She looked up and continued, "Do you know why Mo Yuan chose you to pretend to be me and deceive Hua Qing and them?"
Yu Xiu froze, looked around for a moment, then bit her lip, "Do you remember something?" Worried about being discovered by Hua Qing, she clenched her fist and whispered, "Don’t say anything, we…"
Cancan said seriously, "It’s okay." She bit her lip, her face filled with sadness, "There is a soundproof barrier here, Hua Qing can’t do anything tricky. If not for this, I wouldn’t have said more."
Yu Xiu looked quietly at Cancan, realizing Hu Cancan couldn’t know these things. The only possibility was that she remembered everything about Xian Yue. Thinking about this, Yu Xiu grew even more worried, she held Cancan’s hand, unsure of what to say.
Cancan said, "Yu Xiu, I’m sorry."
Yu Xiu looked puzzled.
"Before Xian Yue’s curse fully took hold of Snowflake Glass, she went to Guangming Temple and made a vow with her life. When Xian Yue died, the curse on Snowflake Glass would disappear completely. All of Xian Yue’s obsessions would leave with a strand of her soul, which attached to your past life." Cancan sighed sadly, "That’s why you liked Hua Qing the first time you saw him; that’s why you don’t have the talent for cultivating; all of this is because of the influence of that strand of soul. Even though over countless lifetimes, this obsession has faded, it still exists."
Yu Xiu looked at Cancan in disbelief, then stammered, "You mean to say, I have a strand of Xian Yue’s soul?" Thinking of the relationship between Big Green and Mo Yuan, she asked in astonishment, "So, will I become like Big Green?"
Xian Yue shook her head and said, "No, actually this is fundamentally different from Brother Big Green and them. Mo Yuan didn’t die, he just used his magic to separate Brother Big Green. But Xian Yue died, she truly died. Even if I remember everything now, everything about Xian Yue, I don’t feel it as if it were my own, it’s just in my memory, that’s the difference."
Yu Xiu thought for a moment and sadly said, "It turns out that when everyone said I was Xian Yue, it was not wrong at all. In the end, we are all Xian Yue, to some extent." Yu Xiu never expected that reality would be like this, that Xian Yue had abandoned all her obsessions in this life, even until her death, and this obsession belonged to her.
"So, what should we do?" she asked.
Cancan hesitated and then said, "Can I marry Hua Qing?" Seeing Yu Xiu’s surprised expression, she pointed out, "Xian Yue gave up her feelings and obsessions for Hua Qing, but I like Hua Qing." Cancan looked up earnestly at Yu Xiu and said, "I like Hua Qing. He saved me the first time I took human form. We went through a lot together, faced many hardships. I really like Hua Qing, and I want to be with him forever."
Yu Xiu whispered, "But… is Hua Qing still the same under the influence of Snowflake Glass?"
Cancan fell silent for a long time. Just when Yu Xiu thought Cancan would not answer, she looked up and said, "That’s why I know Martial Uncle will activate the Immortal Slaying Magical Array."
Yu Xiu didn’t hide anything from Cancan and said seriously, "Martial Uncle is going to activate the Immortal Slaying Magical Array. But Hua Yun, who has turned into a demon, is imprisoned in the Shu Mountain Underground Palace. None of the younger generation has the ability to support the Immortal Slaying Magical Array. It was already difficult for everyone to deal with Hua Qing, and now with Hua Qing having Snowflake Glass, it’s even more challenging."
Cancan looked up and smiled sadly. "So, do you think I’m suitable?"
Yu Xiu looked at her incredulously and furrowed her brows. "But you’re not…"
"My powers are very low, but Hua Qing loves me." A tear fell from Cancan’s eye as she slowly said, "He likes me, so I have a chance, and…" She paused, "Snowflake Glass doesn’t affect me."
Cancan’s voice was very faint, as if it came from the faraway sky.
"Snowflake Glass has been in my body for too long, it is more used to me as its host. If it gets hit and released, it will likely impact my body. If that really happens… kill me. Don’t stab Snowflake Glass, it will only leave again. If it falls into someone else, it will only cause more trouble. Only by killing me, killing me with Hua Qing’s Icebreaker Sword… this time, the one who can die, must still be me."