Chapter 94
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Chapter 94: Self Dimension
“New self?”
Alan nodded gently and provided a detailed explanation:
“Yes, there are multiple paths to reach the ‘awakening’ level, and the Mirror of Dream represents one of them, currently considered a mainstream method.”
He continued, “The ultimate objective of all methods remains the same: to discover the ‘newborn’ version of oneself.”
“It’s a complete transformation that transcends ordinary human limitations… however, such changes are uncontrollable and irreversible, leading some to regret attaining the ‘awakening’ level.”
“While the key aspect of the Original Level is ‘return,’ the essential element of the awakening level is undoubtedly ‘change.'”
Alan paused when mentioning this, as if recalling numerous unpleasant memories.
“Descending into madness, transforming into a monster, or even death… these are all manifestations of change in their own way. In truth, those who underwent mutations during the breakthrough may not have necessarily failed.”
“However, the outcome might not align with their desires.”
Bai Yan nodded gently, fully comprehending that whether it involves transforming into Captain America, a raccoon, a mass of mud, or even encountering death itself, all represent qualitative transformations.
For the infinite universe, there exists no essential difference between any of these outcomes.
From a human perspective, there remains a distinction between high and low.
“But I definitely cannot accept that. If I were to transform into a mass of mud, I would certainly smother you first,” Bai Yan stated in a calm, gentle tone that didn’t sound remotely threatening.
Alan was stunned and immediately muttered, “Damn it, do you have an issue? If an accident occurs, it’s not my responsibility, is it?”
“Hand it to me.”
Suddenly, Bai Yan extended his hand and regarded Alan earnestly.
“What?”
Alan employed the technique of “feigning ignorance” and stared silently.
“I have thoroughly studied many relevant reference books long ago.”
Bai Yan smiled faintly and continued, “In ancient times, people developed auxiliary drugs to enhance the success rate of ‘correct awakening,’ and through continuous refinement until our modern era, the probability of ‘abnormal awakening’ has become quite minimal with these drugs’ assistance, less than two percent.”
“Very well, very well.”
Alan nodded lightly, though he had hoped to see Bai Yan frightened. Damn it.
He then retrieved a small blue pill and presented it to Bai Yan, explaining, “This is the Demon Hunt Agency’s exclusive ‘Control Pill,’ which has undergone generational improvements. As a Night Watcher, you qualify for it without charge. This substance can increase the likelihood of ‘normal awakening’ to ninety-eight percent.”
“Don’t underestimate this pill. Even low-quality Control Pills on the black market command prices of hundreds of thousands of dollars per unit, while genuine ones can exceed a million.”
Bai Yan nodded lightly, once again appreciating his decision to join the official ranks. The abundant resources and benefits he enjoyed far surpassed those available to rogue super beings.
Incidentally, he conceived a thought.
If the supplies of the Babel Tower were distributed for sale or trade…
This line of reasoning held merit. Resources should circulate to maximize their value.
Upon ingesting the pill, he experienced no noticeable change.
According to the principles outlined in the text, the so-called “Control Pill” actually constituted an alchemical medicine that stabilized the soul, preventing awakening-induced changes from spiraling beyond human boundaries.
Alan handed over the ancient round mirror with its silver-white frame and finally stated:
“Take it and gaze into it with complete concentration… I wish you success.”
Bai Yan accepted the Mirror of Dream and, following Alan’s instructions, began studying his reflection.
A handsome visage that could truly be described as elegant.
Is that… genuinely me?
Gradually, he sensed something amiss.
The “self” within the mirror likewise stared at him intently.
However, suddenly, the “Bai Yan” in the mirror realized something was wrong, as if discovering his presence within the mirror, appearing somewhat bewildered.
That “Bai Yan” suddenly erupted in laughter.
However, the real Bai Yan maintained his unwavering gaze at the face, showing no intention of averting his eyes or fear at the eerie transformation.
“Why aren’t you afraid of me?”
The “Bai Yan” in the mirror spoke slowly, saying, “I am your other self, and also your true nature… your madness, your emptiness, your cruelty, your weakness.”
“On one hand, you ruthlessly dominate others; on the other, you hypocritically regard them as companions, neither pursuing the path of truth to become a savior nor acting decisively with ruthless efficiency, always harboring reservations.”
“Glory, freedom, protection… each carries its own resolve.”
“In truth, you stand alone in Babel Tower as one without faith.”
“Isn’t it absurd? You, the ‘Savior,’ lack the necessary conviction.”
Ah, here it comes!
“The text mentioned the ‘inner torment,’ and indeed it has arrived.”
This represents a necessary stage in entering the ‘Self Dimension,’ which Bai Yan recalls distinctly.
Bai Yan maintains complete composure, responding with a casual “oh.”
The mirror’s “Bai Yan” continues speaking with a smile.
“So, what do you truly desire? Is it the beautiful, pure forms of those women, the glory everyone seeks, perhaps the self-satisfaction following world salvation? Or is it the immense power that none can rival?”
Various fantasies materialized in the mirror, some igniting passion, others inducing contentment.
Bai Yan observed silently, scene after scene, without uttering a word.
“As an ‘ordinary person,’ I acknowledge having various desires, but what matters most is… I genuinely wish to succeed in the second playthrough of the game.”
“Since the game has commenced, I should play it well until its conclusion.”
“Does this answer satisfy you?”
The reflection of ‘Bai Yan’ in the mirror gradually faded, leaving behind the faint echo of its final existence.
“Actually, you differ from that…”
Bai Yan slightly furrowed his brow, “Is this sufficient? Something feels amiss. They say one must overcome internal questioning to truly experience ‘self-exploration.'”
Yet his “self” had perhaps been too gentle, vanishing too swiftly.
“No matter.”
Soon, Bai Yan entered the so-called “Self Dimension.”
The “Self Dimension” represents one among many special worlds, similar to the shadow dimension “Gray Area,” the dream dimension, “Soul Dimension,” and others…
This special realm emerges from the “Self,” and every soul can generate a unique “Self Dimension.”
Each Self Dimension stands unique and unparalleled, and the “new self” born within the Self Dimension holds the key to achieving “awakening”!
Naturally, this represents just one path to “awakening.”
In truth, numerous methods exist for gaining strength.
The most recommended approach would be to follow Maryse’s example… When she was eight, she awoke from a nap already possessing such power!
Well, if that proves impossible, so be it.
The world appeared unchanged to Bai Yan’s eyes, save for the absence of the ancient mirror with its silver-white frame.
“Is this my Self Dimension?”
He raised his head to look at Alan, who remained before him.
However, Alan now stood motionless, as if time had frozen.
Bai Yan silently extended his hand, but it passed through Alan’s form without resistance.
“No interaction between us.”
Without lingering, he opened the storage room door and departed.
Bai Yan soon discovered the familiar university library outside, where all students remained completely still.
“Is this the Self Dimension?”
The crucial task involves locating the “new self”… an entity that might assume any form, even something bizarre and unimaginable.
Reports tell of someone discovering their “new self” in the “Self Dimension” as a charming young girl, subsequently gaining the power to transform into a magical girl…
Bai Yan moved through the library while surveying his surroundings.
According to the text’s guidance, upon spotting it, one would surely recognize their “new self.”
“Then let us continue searching.”
To enter the awakening level through “the Mirror of Dream,” persistent exploration proves necessary.
However, success isn’t purely chance-dependent. Reports suggest that greater proficiency in extraordinary powers correlates with increased likelihood of encountering the “new self” within the Self Dimension.
Beyond the library, a steady drizzle fell, and the sky remained dark and gloomy. The library provided the sole illumination in the darkened school center.
Bai Yan suddenly noticed an unusual figure in the library.
It was… himself again.
It showed Bai Yan absorbed in his phone while seated by a window, completely still, with vivid game prompts displayed on the screen.
“Congratulations!”
“Savior, you have successfully entered the second playthrough!”
Bai Yan showed little surprise, primarily due to thorough preparation and understanding of this “self’s” appearance.
“Indeed, as the text indicates, ‘Self Dimension’ comprises an imaginary world formed from one’s predetermined past and possible future.”
Once more, Bai Yan proceeded through the entire library, finally reaching the ground floor entrance.
He slowly opened the door and beheld the scene beyond.
Instead of a rain-drenched school, he saw a sun-bathed university campus where hundreds of people stood motionless along the paths, many carrying luggage.
“Is this enrollment day?”
Bai Yan slightly furrowed his brow, moved among the frozen crowd, and gradually discovered himself once more.
This slightly younger “Bai Yan” differed somewhat from his present self, appearing more energetic, with eyes full of confidence and determination, yet lacking a certain jadedness and emptiness.
Bai Yan began muttering to himself.
“If I continue searching like this… Might I perhaps glimpse my former self on Earth?”
